The Journey thru Fyrescape

This is my last Birthday Rest Day because technically, it was still my birthday!!!! So much fun today! This morning, I got to sleep in a bit. No exercise again today, but back at it again tomorrow. My friend Marilyn bought me two tickets to see 'Suicide Squad' in 3D!!!!!!!! WOW!!! That was an AWESOME movie!!!! I didn't think I was going to see it, but she insisted and said it was great. I took Lisa with me and we enjoyed a Superb movie. Before the movie, Lees and I went into town after she got off work. Yesterday at Walmart, we ordered my Birthday Cake. It's a Mario Kart theme and today we picked it up. I had everyone come over at 3pm. Marilyn bought me the tickets for 6pm so it gave us plenty of time. My grandpa and grandma surprised us with some food. They brought chicken and my mom, dad, and brother brought burgers and a bunch of other lil treats. Lisa and I got the cake and ice cream. The cake, by the way, came out Amazing!!! It looked so neat and it said, ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 35 YEARS YOUNG ;) WOW!!!!! Omgosh today was an AWESOME day! This was definitely one of the very BEST birthday's I've had in a long long LONG time!! All thanks to my best pal, Lisa. This morning I woke up (No Exercise) and I went out to do my morning prayer to God. I thanked Him for my 35 wonderful Awesome years. They have been great and I'm looking forward to what this new year has in store for me :D This morning, Lees and I got ready and went into town. We first went to the bank and then after, Lisa surprised me with my first birthday gift, a Brand New Phone :D :D :D Finally!!! I have my own phone again with a brand new number. I was super happy!!!! Then, to make things better, she gave me over $500 dollars as a gift :D :D :D She is the best friend ever! After, she took me to eat at The Outback. Omg that was sooooo good. We got super full. Then, we went to a dollar store and Lisa took $20 and came out with bags full of stuf...

Yup, as a Birthday present to Myself, I'm taking a few Rest Days. I'm going to be 35 years old after all lol ;) Dang! Time sure flies by. Crazy. Funny, I sure don't look 35. I go to the casino and still get carded a lot. That's something to be proud of, even though to me it's freakin annoying because the idiots who are carding me are some young punk kid who's probably just now turned 21 and landed a job as casino security. So today, no exercise! Lisa was off today and oh my gosh it was such a nice day. Cloudy and raining! There was thunder and it was just dark skies all day with rain and coolness. It was Beautiful. Took my grandma to town this morning because she's not feeling too good. She's going to have surgery soon so she can't really drive. She needed to get some things in town so she asked me to drive her around. That was fun to spend some time with her and she bought us some special treats like pizza and ice cream. Yes I'm celebratin...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND, LISA 'SKYE' :D :D :D Today is her 31st birthday!!!! My how time flys by. I remember when I first met her back in 1999. Memories. Then when 2003 came along, her mom kicked her out. She was still in high school, but because she was 18, the cops came and literally demanded that she leave the apartment. Her mom's stupid boyfriend didn't like Lisa so he told her to choose, him or Lisa. So without hesitation, her mom says "Goodbye Lisa" and well, that was that. It was a very bad time in her life. She was so heartbroken. I was living in Albuquerque at the time. She was kicked out on the streets and had no place to live. She tried her family. They took her in, unwillingly. She was tossed from one family member to the next, with no one wanting to take responsibility for her. So, I moved back from Albuquerque. I moved into my 3 bedroom trailer. Lisa was on the verge of giving up. The last family member wanted her gone...so I stepped ...

So we just got back from our Camping Trip! We went out to Capote Lake, Colorado :D It was Awesome!! Back in May, my grandpa began asking me where we were going camping this summer. He always looks forward to that every year. So when he asked me again at the beginning of the month, I told him that I planned it out and that we'd all go to Capote Lake, since everyone loves it out there because of the nice campgrounds area and the bathroom facilities. So I planed it for the 25 and 26th of June. I tried telling everyone, texting them and everything but not everyone came out. It didn't seem like their hearts were in it. My Aunt's stupid husband is still pissed off at me too. Because of that, my aunt is not talking to me, neither is his kids. Why, because I told that prick to get all his shit off my land. He brought a bunch of truck pieces over here last October while I was recovering from surgery. He asked if he could leave it here for 1 MONTH until he found another place to put...

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY LITTLE COUSIN, KAYLA. SHE GRADUATED FROM KIRTLAND CENTRAL HIGH SCHOOL THIS MORNING!!!! I'M SO PROUD OF HER AND ALL THE CLASS OF 2016!!!! We attended the KCHS graduation this morning. There was a ton of ppl there, but I always pride myself on showing up only minutes before it starts and finding a parking spot near the field where the graduation is held and I ALWAYS do haha. Ppl were parking a mile away and walking. Me, I get my car in there and find me a space right in the parking lot next to the field. It was great! Hot today though and very windy. We, of course, couldn't find a seat so we ended up standing but we got to see her walk the aisle and get her diploma. She was one of the last 3 graduates called lol. The whole ceremony we waited for her name, but nothing. We started to think we missed her being called, but finally they did. It was a horrible ceremony though. The graduates who spoke, we couldn't understand anything they were saying plus th...

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY LITTLE BROTHER, KYLE, AND MY LITTLE SISTER, BRIE!! THEY BOTH GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE THIS MORNING :D :D :D I'M SO PROUD OF THEM BOTH!!!!! We went to the graduation here at San Juan College this morning. It was Awesome!! So many people there and it was really nice to see my lil bro and sis graduate. Lisa's cousin, Kayla, also graduated. She actually graduated from Nursing School. She same one Lisa is attending. She started a couple years before Lisa did and finally got thru it. So it was nice to see her graduate. My uncle's wife, Roberta, graduated as well. It was Awesome to see her there. Just a day full of graduations. I'm so proud of her. I don't call her my "aunt" because I really don't see her as that. She and my uncle didn't get married until not too long ago. Another graduate today was our friend from church, Carmelita. She graduated today and that was surprising! I didn't know she was graduating this year. So ...

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY BEST FRIEND, LISA!!!! SHE PASSED HER PATHO 2 CLASS AND HER FIRST SEMESTER OF NURSING SCHOOL!!!!!!!! I KNEW SHE COULD DO IT AND I AM SO SO PROUD OF HER!!! CONGRATULATIONS LEES :D :D :D To celebrate, I took her out to eat at her favorite restaurant, Arches, on Friday night, which is when she found out about her Patho 2 class. The next day we headed out to Albuquerque to watch Captain America: CIVIL WAR at the IMAX theater. I tried asking my little brother to come with us, but he pulled out because he is graduating college Saturday (tomorrow) and he had other plans. I don't know why he didn't tell me this last week. He made me plan this whole thing out and didn't mention a word about anything until the day I said "Let's go!" Typical. Anyway, we went out there and had a blast. We stopped at the Sandia Casino and Resort soon as we got there. It was a huge casino and we'd never been there before. On our last Albuquerque visit back in Ja...

Today was a BAD DAY!!! My mom called me up today and well, basically she had her suspicions and she drilled out of me that I lost my job. I was wanting to keep it to myself. Only Lisa knew. I told my grandparents also. I figured it was my business and I just didn't want to tell people about it. Anyway, my mom went and asked straight out and I told her. Guess what.....SHE GETS FUCKING MAD!!!!! I can't believe her! My mom still treats me like a fucking little kid who has to run everything by her. This is why she and I DO NOT GET ALONG!! Our relationship has been strained ever since I was a kid. She was always very hateful towards me growing up. She was constantly mad at me for something. She was trying to live her life thru me, it seemed. She wanted me to be a straight A student and I never was that. She wanted me to be someone she could brag about to her friends so she can take credit for. There's more to it, but I don't want to get into that. Our relationship was so...

Today was the day!! We watched Captain America: Civil War. I promised my little brother that I'd take him and Lisa to go see it. I promised him way before I left my job, so regardless, I wanted to keep that promise to him. We actually were planning on going to Albuquerque and watching it out there at the IMAX but because of my money situation along with some other slight probs, we have to wait on that, but I did promise them that we'd all go see it next week so that's the plan, but rather than waiting a week to see it, I took them both to go see it today here in town. That was Awesome!! The movie was so good. We all enjoyed it. I was cheering for Cap the whole movie, especially that last fight scene with Iron Man when he kicked his ass :D That was freakin Awesome!! It was great to see Spiderman in the movie and the total show stealer was Ant Man lol. That guy was so cool in the movie and the way he came into the whole thing was great. I really really really really enjoye...

Today is a very sad day around my area. A little girl named Ashlynn Mike was abducted from her home along with her little brother. The guy took them both way out by the Shiprock monument. He let the little boy go, but took the girl, Ashlynn. She was later found dead but the guy was caught and arrested. I can't believe how incredibly sick some people can be. My sincere condolences to the family and friends of Ashlynn Mike. She was so young and had such a long and happy life ahead of her. I hope her family can heal from this devastating tragedy. I know she will live forever in the hearts and minds of all those who knew, loved, and cared for her. R.I.P Ashlynn :'( ******************************************************* I got in some exercise today. It's been two days since I've left my job. Haven't heard anything from them. I just know that I'll be getting a paycheck tomorrow and one next Thursday, which will be my last one. I'm happy, though. I mean, you...

You know, this Journey is about Excellence. It's about a Journey to better health, better mental health and basically an overall well-being. This is NOT a journey of stress or learning how to live with stress and thinking of clever ways to act like the stress is not there. I left my job today! I'm not going back tomorrow :( It got really bad! A few days ago, my manager Cindy had to go to Albuquerque for a Manager's Meeting. All managers in the store had to go. So my days off were switched again because her dumbass lazy piece of shit husband, Adrian, "had" to go with her. Why? He's not even a damn manager. He's just a baker like me, but yet he too off work, well actually I think he got paid for it. That store is so corrupt, well not the store but the Bakery part of the store is. Cindy and Adrian have that place as their own personal playground and do whatever the hell they want in there and rake in the money each day on the backs of their slaves they got...

Clever title right?!! That's exactly what this is going to be. I figure since I didn't reach my full goals at the end of 2, then it's time for a Reload and shoot for them once more. I'm going to do my best to try and get thru this time in my life, but we'll see how it really plays out. My job is really not going good right now. This whole situation with Adrian is really starting to wear thin. That guy has just really pissed all over my job so far. If you don't know what I'm talking about, read my very last blog in Fyrescape2.blogspot.com That'll explain that whole situation. I'm starting today a brand new year and it's going to be interesting, I believe. One of the biggest problems I have right now is that this job I have really drains me. It is so much work! I swear, I come home everyday just tired as heck. My feet are hurting, my legs are aching. My job consists of waking up at 3am, getting ready and being at work by 4am. Soon as I get ther...