Fyrescape 2 RELOADED
Clever title right?!!
That's exactly what this is going to be. I figure since I didn't reach my full goals at the end of 2, then it's time for a Reload and shoot for them once more. I'm going to do my best to try and get thru this time in my life, but we'll see how it really plays out. My job is really not going good right now. This whole situation with Adrian is really starting to wear thin. That guy has just really pissed all over my job so far. If you don't know what I'm talking about, read my very last blog in Fyrescape2.blogspot.com That'll explain that whole situation.
I'm starting today a brand new year and it's going to be interesting, I believe. One of the biggest problems I have right now is that this job I have really drains me. It is so much work! I swear, I come home everyday just tired as heck. My feet are hurting, my legs are aching. My job consists of waking up at 3am, getting ready and being at work by 4am. Soon as I get there I break out all my racks of donuts and get them baked, then decorated, then put out on the floor, then I've got to bake off all my racks of bread, then my bagels, then I have to make my specialty breads, then clean my place up and keep it clear, then on Mon/Wed/Fri/Sat our loads come in on the trucks so I have to go back to the receiving area and haul all our load to the department, then break down each pallet and date everything, then put my stuff away into the freezer while roating everything from front to back according to new and old stuff. Then I have to break out all my stuff that needs to be baked off for the day and put out on the floor and that usually consists of up to 22 different items all with over a 100 each. I mean, it's crazy! Each of these things takes time and I AM THE ONLY ONE DOING THE WORK! THIS ASSHOLE ADRIAN DOESN'T DO SHIT. ALL HE DOES IS SIT ON HIS ASS ALL DAY AND WATCH ME WHILE HE DRINKS COFFEE AND EATS. Literally, that's what he does. So I'm on my feet from the time I get there to the time I leave. I'm running back and forth from one end of the bakery to the next and taking trips throughout the store, trying to get everything done in the 8 hours I have. It's just too much damn work for only one person to do. Adrian could be helping me, but he doesn't. He'll just sit there with his arms crossed and bark orders at me and tell me "hey bro, don't forget this" and "hey bro, don't forget that". That's all he does! Meanwhile, I try so damn hard to get everything done but it's just not working out. Now, he's complaining that I am too slow and that I "need to hustle". Fucking dick!!!
So I don't know what's going to happen, but I do know that as far as Fyrescape 2 goes, this is the year I'm going to build myself back up the way I did during my first year back in 2014. I just need to really take it a day at a time. Right now, when I get home I'm just too tired to exercise and my body can't go anymore, much less do my 3 miles or my DDP yoga. On my days off, I'll try to get in a walk but my feet will just be so tired and want to rest on those split days I have. As I mentioned, because I'm a baker (apparently or maybe it's because my boss Cindy is catering to her lazy huband Adrian) I get split days off. I'm usually off on Tuesday and Thursday. So yeah, I can't go anywhere on my weekends. I can't go to Albuquerque, I can't go on a fishing trip, I can't do SHIT! I can't even stay up late or go see a late night movie because I have to be in bed early so I can get up at 3am the following day. EACH OF MY DAYS OFF ARE LIKE THAT AND IT SUCKS!!!! But I can handle it, I mean damn I've taken it all month and I know I can go. My job is hard, but I do love it. I love the challenge and I love trying to see how far I can get today than yesterday. How much more I can do until the day comes when I get it all done. That's my biggest joy about my job. The problem is Adrian. That prick won't let me do anything my way. It has to be his way! Then he'll sit there and just bitch about how I'm not doing it right or getting it done and the shit thing is, you can't say anything to this asshole because his damn wife is my boss! She lets him get away with everything. She lets him just sit on his ass and not do anything. She'll go back there and eat with him when he's doing that. It's just so damn corrupt over there. That is what I can't handle.
So anyway, that's my story now. I'm going to make this a stand out year hopefully. I'm going to try and exercise today, but after this crazy day I had, I'm not sure if I can. I'm really getting stressed out about all this. Heck of a way to start my new year, but I'm going to be as confident as I can and approach these challenges like a champ!
Welcome to Fyrescape 2: Reloaded ;)
-Connor Resnya
That's exactly what this is going to be. I figure since I didn't reach my full goals at the end of 2, then it's time for a Reload and shoot for them once more. I'm going to do my best to try and get thru this time in my life, but we'll see how it really plays out. My job is really not going good right now. This whole situation with Adrian is really starting to wear thin. That guy has just really pissed all over my job so far. If you don't know what I'm talking about, read my very last blog in Fyrescape2.blogspot.com That'll explain that whole situation.
I'm starting today a brand new year and it's going to be interesting, I believe. One of the biggest problems I have right now is that this job I have really drains me. It is so much work! I swear, I come home everyday just tired as heck. My feet are hurting, my legs are aching. My job consists of waking up at 3am, getting ready and being at work by 4am. Soon as I get there I break out all my racks of donuts and get them baked, then decorated, then put out on the floor, then I've got to bake off all my racks of bread, then my bagels, then I have to make my specialty breads, then clean my place up and keep it clear, then on Mon/Wed/Fri/Sat our loads come in on the trucks so I have to go back to the receiving area and haul all our load to the department, then break down each pallet and date everything, then put my stuff away into the freezer while roating everything from front to back according to new and old stuff. Then I have to break out all my stuff that needs to be baked off for the day and put out on the floor and that usually consists of up to 22 different items all with over a 100 each. I mean, it's crazy! Each of these things takes time and I AM THE ONLY ONE DOING THE WORK! THIS ASSHOLE ADRIAN DOESN'T DO SHIT. ALL HE DOES IS SIT ON HIS ASS ALL DAY AND WATCH ME WHILE HE DRINKS COFFEE AND EATS. Literally, that's what he does. So I'm on my feet from the time I get there to the time I leave. I'm running back and forth from one end of the bakery to the next and taking trips throughout the store, trying to get everything done in the 8 hours I have. It's just too much damn work for only one person to do. Adrian could be helping me, but he doesn't. He'll just sit there with his arms crossed and bark orders at me and tell me "hey bro, don't forget this" and "hey bro, don't forget that". That's all he does! Meanwhile, I try so damn hard to get everything done but it's just not working out. Now, he's complaining that I am too slow and that I "need to hustle". Fucking dick!!!
So I don't know what's going to happen, but I do know that as far as Fyrescape 2 goes, this is the year I'm going to build myself back up the way I did during my first year back in 2014. I just need to really take it a day at a time. Right now, when I get home I'm just too tired to exercise and my body can't go anymore, much less do my 3 miles or my DDP yoga. On my days off, I'll try to get in a walk but my feet will just be so tired and want to rest on those split days I have. As I mentioned, because I'm a baker (apparently or maybe it's because my boss Cindy is catering to her lazy huband Adrian) I get split days off. I'm usually off on Tuesday and Thursday. So yeah, I can't go anywhere on my weekends. I can't go to Albuquerque, I can't go on a fishing trip, I can't do SHIT! I can't even stay up late or go see a late night movie because I have to be in bed early so I can get up at 3am the following day. EACH OF MY DAYS OFF ARE LIKE THAT AND IT SUCKS!!!! But I can handle it, I mean damn I've taken it all month and I know I can go. My job is hard, but I do love it. I love the challenge and I love trying to see how far I can get today than yesterday. How much more I can do until the day comes when I get it all done. That's my biggest joy about my job. The problem is Adrian. That prick won't let me do anything my way. It has to be his way! Then he'll sit there and just bitch about how I'm not doing it right or getting it done and the shit thing is, you can't say anything to this asshole because his damn wife is my boss! She lets him get away with everything. She lets him just sit on his ass and not do anything. She'll go back there and eat with him when he's doing that. It's just so damn corrupt over there. That is what I can't handle.
So anyway, that's my story now. I'm going to make this a stand out year hopefully. I'm going to try and exercise today, but after this crazy day I had, I'm not sure if I can. I'm really getting stressed out about all this. Heck of a way to start my new year, but I'm going to be as confident as I can and approach these challenges like a champ!
Welcome to Fyrescape 2: Reloaded ;)
-Connor Resnya
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